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The months have passed by so quickly and now summer is over. I can't remember most of the weeks that have passed since they have been like a rollercoaster out of control. I've been keeping my boys busy with parks and swimming. Running in the backyard and chasing them at the "monkey place". We've played in the dirt and fixed toys with duct tape. Taken camping trips and gone to the beach. How much is too much? Slowly, it is starting to feel like I'm riding in a boat like Tom Hanks does in “You've Got Mail”. Round and round and round - moving but not going anywhere. Then at the same time I keep waking up with the question of “how did I get here?” echoing in my head. Suddenly, my little boy is 3 years old and we will soon be celebrating munchkin's 1st birthday. Frustrated that my mind has become garbled with all that has come to pass, I need to focus on my life. I have plans to make some changes. Not little, most people wouldn't notice changes, but the bold, jump off into the unknown and freak everyone out kind of changes. Everyone needs a good swift shift.
So jump on in this boat and let's head out beyond. Don't be afraid to take the chance. And soon I will know how I got there. With courage, determination, and probably lots of duct tape.
we all gotta jump sometime or another... i hope you land on 2 feet, and if not, only tread water for a few before regaining your balance...